humanda ka sakin!!!!!! nyahahaha!!!

alix | 10:29:00 PM

'Do you wanna run away together?'
I would say it was your best line ever.
Too bad I fell for it...
And I walked along,
Waiting for you to come along.
Take my tortured heart by the hand.
And write me off.
Do you know I cry?
Do you know I die?
Do you know I cry?
And it's not the good kind...
You forced me to become strong.
And I just cried, being weak.
And you think you know.
And I would like to think so,
But do you know that when you go,
I fall apart.
Do you know I cry?
Do you know I die?
Do you know I cry?
And it's not the good kind.
No, it's not the good kind...
I'm tired of hiding behind these lying eyes,
I'm tired of this smile that even I don't recognize.
Do you know I cry?
Do you know I die?
Do you know I cry?
Do you know I cry?
And it's not the good kind...
Do you know I cry?
Do you know I die?
Do you know I cry?
Do you know I cry?
And it's not the good kind...

No, you're not the good kind.
Good kind
No, you're not the good kind.
Good kind
No, you're not the good kind.

alix | 7:08:00 PM

the past had full of troubles
but you always made me smile
and though i felt so lonely
the time was all worth while

you always made me happy
in every possible way
you used to be the angel
who brightens up my day
but now, things are different
cause you walked away from me
tears went flowing down my face
until quarter to three

everytime i think of you
i want to go to the past
even if i know deep down
our love will never last
all i want to have again
are the times i had with you
i just wish we would replay
the things we used to do

i can't go on with my life
cause my heart is broken still
i need to speak this out noe
if not, i'll never will

i just want to have you back
and if yes, just let me know
if no would be your answer
then i'll just let you go...

alix | 6:33:00 PM

ako ngayon nag-iisa, nalulungkot
at ang pangarap ay di maabot
nakatingala at nag-iisip ng malalim
kung ba't ikaw pa ang nagawang mahalin
alam ko namang mali at hindi dapat
ngunit ang mga ito'y di naging sapat
minahal parin kita ng buong puso
halos sayo umikot ang mundo ko
akala ko pagibig natin ay totoo
ngunut ako'y mali, ako'y naloko
na ako na lang talaga ang mahalin
naniwala ako ng walang alinlangan
akala wala nang katapusan
ating pagmamahalan
ngunit ako'y muling nagkamali
bigla naglaho masasayang sandali
nang ako'y iwan dahil sa kanya
pumayag ako dahil dun ka sasaya
sabi ko okey lang kaya ko to,
at tinago ang sakit sayo
ngunit bawat araw lalong sumasakit
lalo na pag ika'y malapit
naaalala kasing di ka na akin
at di mo na ko kayang mahalin
ngunit kahit ganito pinipilit parin itago
sakit na nararamdaman mula sa nasirang pangako

alix | 9:10:00 PM

broken...

I wanted you to know
I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph;
I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
Because I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You've gone away
You don't feel me here, anymore
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
‘Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
‘Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You've gone away
You don't feel me here, anymore

alix | 7:28:00 PM

sometimes the one you love turns out to be the one who hurts you the most
and sometimes the friend who takes you into his arms when you cry
turns out to be the love you never wanted...

alix | 10:37:00 PM

you can close your eyes with the things you don't want to see
but never close your heart with the things you don't want to feel...

alix | 10:36:00 PM

a poem i came across while reading a story, forgot who the author was but you know who ever you are... you have one HELL of a poem, surely you won't mind me posting it:D

tonight i can write the saddest lines
write for example,
'the night is shattered
and the blue stars shiver in the distance.'

tonight i can write the saddest lines,
i loved her
and sometimes she loved me too.

though nights like this one
i held her in my arms.
how could one not have loved her great still eyes.

tonight i can write the saddest lines
to think that i do not have her
to feel that i have lost her

what? does it matter that my love
could not keep her?
the night is shattered
and she is not with me.

this is all. in the distance someone is singing
in the distance my soul is not satisfied
that it has lost her

my sight searched for her as though to go to her
my heart looks for her
and she is not with me

the same night whitenung the same trees
we, of that time
are no longer the same

i no longer love her
that's certain, but how i loved her
my voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing

another's. she will be another's
her voice, her bright body
her infinite eyes

i no longer love her, that's certain
but maybe i love her
love is short,
forgetting is long

because through nights like this one
i held her in my arms
my soul is not satisfied
that it has lost her

though this be the last pain
that she makes me suffer...

...and these the last verse
that i write for her.

alix | 10:25:00 PM